My Mind

Lately, I have been having substantial memory loss...so it might seem. Major incidences I am having are starting to reveal that "space" inside my mind I am creating is beginning to collapse. Only when I solve through my existing memories after occurrence of any incidences, I begin to realize a memory was lost.

I am convinced by by this video, 

The (Neuro) Science of Genius with Michio Kaku, Antonio Damasio, JoAnn Deak and Robert Krulwich

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LS-mNJ5ZiIg

That I very much fit to the genius character, they are discussing of. But it doesn't matter in least if I fail to expose my self or most of all...get my freedom of mind. I can feel right now that mentally I am aging rapidly. 

• I am forgetting a lot, nowadays 
• I mostly have to solve through my memories or feelings to determine what I really forgot (in instances of past 10 to 15 mins), 
• My reaction time for my speech or to even provoke myself to understand a topic has become slow.

To provide a general overview this is the explanation I have come with:

• The hardware of my brain or the topological connections of my neurons, just as anyone, creates this blank "space" that we commit our entire life to mentally solve or give birth to unconnected concepts or "dreams". Profoundly similar to 3D game world in computer games in relation with computer hardware. However, that space makes us oblivious to exact nature of why certain"dreams" we see we can incredibly expand on and certain "dreams" we cannot. Best way to rephrase and exemplify is --"why am good in music and not math ?". I have figured out that my brain must be using only far less or more than 60%. Within the space of my mind, there is such topology of collections of dreams 
• (dreams within dreams)
• (spaces within space)
• (worlds within world)

     that my a segment of my brain just suddenly excites and wants to solve it. Only problem is I am the one forcing it not solve it because even though my mind supports it, I am holding back or waiting to come up with a proof or be certain that, that should be the way to go. However at the same, when i try to solve it, I am left with uncertainty whether I can perform such topological operations. And YES  I am directly referring to my NE-Scope theory. 

I have long foretold (many units of thoughts away (than using measurement of time)), that my mind is collapsing because that that segment of my brain wants to be "free". My situation is similar to any human of any age, all our life we are trying to solve within a space trying to demystify the mystery of there is something else beyond the space we are thinking ....or....what is it that we truly know and attempt to know that we don't already know. For the quest of the unknown. 

There is no further proof I need that the NE-Scope theory I have embarked upon is humanity's FINAL GAME. It is a Pre-Extension to General Topology where no one has dared question --"How and Why does any set even have the property of giving an element membership and non-membership?"

Talks about windows of plasticity.

JoAnn Deak: Findings on Brain Development in the First Five Years in Life | 92Y Parenting & Family

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQLgQayNMYI